Note,
dear blog of mine.
I have not abandoned you yet.
I'm just going through bad times in life.
By bad times, I mean
1. (Some) bad group members
2. bad hair color
3. bad eyeliner (keeps smudging)
4. bad complexion because of my lack of sleep
5. bad preparation for my ballet exam
6. bad preparation for the flash mob
7. bad arguments with my mum over trivial things
8. bad bad bad diet
9. bad eyebags
10. bad past two months
I'm tired of being okay for everyone.
Being there when they have problems.
Or acting like everything's okay all the time.
It's like I have to be someone who's so 'okay' on the surface.
Can't be responsible for your own shit and making me do it for you?
That's okay.
Can't be bothered to help me out with anything?
That's okay.
Pay me back for all me efforts in doing both our work with cash?
That's perfectly fine.
Scold me for doing my project for the past two days cause my final is today, and not settling your stupid printer ink when you can do it yourself?
Yeah, everything's okay.
Everything's just perfect.
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